Forbidden Confessions
A young priest. A shameful cheater. What could go wrong?
The church rose like a shadow against the New Hampshire sky, its pointed steeple stabbing the dimming horizon. Daniel pulled his peacoat tighter around his frame as he climbed the chipped stone stairs, each footfall echoing against the empty courtyard. He couldn’t help but notice how the air smelled of woodsmoke and wet leaves; the sharp chill and familiar aroma of late October to remind him another season was ending.
He hesitated at the heavy oak doors. On Sundays, the place was filled with voices, hymns, laughter, and the murmur of neighbors. But at that moment, the church was silent and cavernous, almost as if it were a dark invitation to which he never intended to RSVP. And though the last mass of the day had ended hours earlier, Daniel pushed the door open and slipped inside.
He moved down the aisle, through the silence, head bowed. As he quickened his pace, his leather shoes scuffed against the marble until he reached the confessional booth tucked in the far right corner of the sanctuary.
He paused before glancing around. Empty pews. Silent nave. Just him and God. The handle of the confessional booth was cool against his fingers. He slid inside quickly and closed the door behind him, becoming swallowed by darkness, save for the sliver of golden light filtering through the thin mesh screen. Even he could hear his breath quickening in the tiny chamber. He covered his mouth, stalling, listening.
There was a faint creak before he heard the other side of the booth open and someone settle in.
“Bless me, Father, for I have sinned.” The words tumbled out, rehearsed but trembling. “It’s been…years, honestly…since my last confession.”
The partition slid open and a voice emerged through the black screen. It was calm, steady, and younger than Daniel expected.
“Go on, my son.”
Daniel closed his eyes and took the deepest breath he could without passing out. The priest’s voice carried a sort of kindness that was wrapped in authority, as if the speaker could cradle a soul and then break it in the same breath.
Carter swallowed hard. His tongue felt heavy. “I…I’ve, um…sinned against my marriage.”
There was a silence that stretched on for what felt like years.
“Do you wish to share more?”
“I strayed,” he whispered.
